La Vie Boheme

This is the 2nd part of another post from earlier today that I did. Word’s press apparently did not like the first post that I wrote and so it deleted it all when I pushed on the post button and I had to re write the whole post again so I decided I would brake it up in to 2 smaller post’s so that way hope fully I will not have to re write it again which would be really bad. But anyway I was at my grand’mas house for Easter’s dinner and she was making meet loaf and I just was not excited about that since I really do’nt like meet loaf and one time it made me throw up in the caffateria at school which was really embarrasing and bad. But this time she told me that it was going to be a turkey which sounded a lot better to me but then she said that the store was out of the turkey’s when she went to get it and so she had to make meet loaf which my uncle likes so he was happy. And I mentioned in the living room that I did not like meet loaf too much and he laughed at me and slapped me hard on the back which hurt and made me choke for a minute and he just kept laughing at me which made me feel really dumb and weak compared to a big man like him. (My uncle is a pretty big and strong man and he is actually taller than Roger). So any way the kids who where there did an easter egg’s hunt in the back yard while I just tryed to pet a cat that kept running away from me and hidding under the porch but I was able to tempt it to come out with some egg but it would always smell my hand’s then just run back under neath until it eventually ran to the neighber’s yard. And then while all this was happening my grand’ma totally yelled from the porch saying that the food was ready and so I came up inside the house with the kid’s who ran past me. Every one was up getting some food so I grabed a plate but my uncle took it out of my hand’s and just laughed and I felt really ashamed and bad because he beat me at another one of his joke’s that he does and I tried to laugh but nothing would come out. So I waited and got another plate and got some meet loaf and potato salad’s and a helping of bean salad also and there was some jelo but I did not want any of that. So I went to sit in the living room with every body but they told me this room is full, you must go sit with the kids and my uncle roared with laughing and it filled the room because he is so loud and that made every body else laugh at me too which made me feel terrible. So I took my plate of food and went into the kitchen where a kids table was and I sat down there but it was real bad because the chairs were meant for a kid and they were really small and a kid next to me kept hitting my hand with his fork even after I asked him to please stop doing that. So I ate my food and then followed every body to the porch in the back which was big and had lots of seat’s but since every body was already out there I had to sit on the floor of the porch near the stairs since there were no more seats even though a lot of the kids where in the seats and no body even asked them to move or any thing. So I sat there and was bored for a couple of hours while every body sat around and smoked cigaretes and cigars and talked about things but mostly ignored me. And my phone was not working since I never get any signel at my grand’mas house and so I could not even check my bebo or just send a text message. Then I started to feel a little sick and got really bad in a few minutes until I felt like I was going to have a pant’s accident but I did not want to move and run inside the house because I did not want to make a seen like that. And I guess my uncle saw that I was really red and sweaty from the problem and he laughed and asked me why and if I had a problem with being out side and I told him no but he just laughed more. And my mom just yelled and asked me if I had a problem I should take care of it but I said no every thing is fine with me. And so things were okay for another 5 minutes or so until my aunt who was sitting in the chair next to me accidentally or maybe on purpose just totally dropped the hot end of her cigarete right on my hand. It hurt real bad and I cryed out in pain and I guess because of the pain I forgot about my problem and ended up having a really big accident all over in my pant’s and I guess it was really loud and so every one got really quite and was suprised. This was really up setting for me and I felt terrible and really really ashamed and so I went running in to the house to the bath room to try to get cleaned up. And it ended up that my uncle laughed the hole time and even out side of the bath room door. My favorite pair of boxer’s briefs were totally ruined along with my easter sock’s that my mom got me to wear on easter. So I got all of my dirty cloths thrown away in a trash can and then came back out slowly and apparently there was a stain on my deck and my grand’ma yelled at me and made me hose it off then she yelled at me some more because there were some stain’s on her white carpit in the house and she made me scrub those with a brush and some totally nasty dust from a can that is suposed to be good for cleaning stains. And she would not even let me borrow a pair of grand’pas old pants from when he was alive or even wear a towel while I washed my dirty pants from the stain’s, so I had to keep wearing them which was really gross and terrible. And I drove home and had to use Rogers lap top bag under my seat so I would not stain my car’s seat with the poo and I know Roger will kill me when he found out I did that. And I got home and was sick all night and I am still felling really bad today accept I had to come in to work any way since I had a really important meeting and so the last 50 hours have been the worse of my life.And after all of this then some one bit of the topps of my chocolate bunnys ear’s. GOD! GOD!